Sometime when we love somebody it turn out wrong... to be cared, to be loved, isn't as easy as says... The words 'i love you' is not enough to prove it... easy to say but hard to apply. so i choose will not to say it.
how do i say ''i love you so much", if i know nothing about 'love'... i never wanna o try to answer for the quest 'what is love'... i know nothing about love ... just one thing 'WE all' know is, how to 'make love'... am i wrong?... i don't think so...
several years ago...
fallen in love is the greatest thing i ever 'had'... i live in the wonderful world, the black will turn white, the time running fast when we together, live in own garden of flowers, the world is mine, the burn is cool, the sharpen is smooth, everything is sweetest more than honey dew... watermelon or sugarcane.
she always make me smile, never make me cry... she hold my hand when i in ruin. she give her shoulder to make me fell better... i love her, but i don't say it... for some reason, 'do' is most important thing, 'say' is nothing.
everything extremely fast... so fast... several years later...
every single thing has changes... She is not she is... all about my false... i do not know what she thinking is... but for sure... i really know, i blame myself. she married with someone else...
however, shine of love slowly surrounding me... i ready to understand what is love... ready to learn what is love could be... ready to know how important to say "i love you" when she still with you. From the bottom of my heart, at the first moment we meet until she married, i really love her so much, but all is over now.
i love to love, i like who is in love... but... Sometime when we love somebody it will turn out wrong... so be careful... It isn't about virginity, it about prideness and dignity of love, dignity of religion taught... we are here Muslim, we love each others, we must learn how to love.
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